"Depression... Low pressure." -- Junior Jack
I had a dream last night (the second night in a row of what could be considered nightmare-like) that Elf was more like he was when I first met him. Considerably more dark and perhaps evil. He and his friend Elody were trying to kill me by trapping my house and yard. There were explosives and guns, but in the end, it was a hand to hand fight which I was stabbed. Labels: dreamscape, Elf, murder, personal
Suffice to say, it has not improved my state of mind.
UPDATE: Elf called just now. We're going to try and hang out some tonight. I'd hate to think that everything is related to him. That's just horrible. But it is reasonable to understand having been disassociated with someone so important to me for pretty much a month can have additional bad effects overall.
UPDATE 2: I've decided to change when we hang out to Friday afternoon. I told him that I wanna spend some quality time with him since it'd been about a month. Maybe that's what my problem actually is -- not taking control like a good seme should. (I mean about everything, not just this.)
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I hope everything works out for you guys.
If you ever want some new people to hang with in ATL let me know.
-Kitazawa
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007 10:48:00 PM
ORLY Kitazawa?
Who are you and maybe I'd be interested. ;) You can always AIM me, the screen name is IAmQale.
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Qale, at
Thursday, June 14, 2007 4:44:00 PM
Email?... Permalink?