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Labels: NaNoWriMoFriday, August 10th, 2007
9:34PM
Ollie,
Things are moving really really fast with Skittles.
While most of today was like other days so far here at this crummy place, you know, peer meeting, God's Wrath, school lessons, Hell and Damnation, lunch and playground, Don't think about penis, and all that stuff... Skittles met me in the hallway on the way to my afternoon class.
Pulling my arm, he grabbed and pushed me back up against a door again. He really seems to like doing that! But this time he didn't rub up against me playing humping. This one opened behind me and we were in a stairwell. Apparently this was what he meant by knowing places where we weren't being watched.
"Miss Colleen doesn't work in the lunch room on Tuesday and Friday. She works in the camera room," Skittles explained. He crossed his hands at the bottom of his shirt and raised them up. It was quite easily the sexiest way I'd ever seen someone take off their shirt. I was shocked, Ollie, but it got even crazier, believe me!
"So... what does that mean?" I asked. I'm sure my eyes were way wide and I know that my heart was beating faster as I watched him go for the button on his pants.
"It means on Tuesday and Friday she may let things go if it doesn't look too sneaky."
Pushing me into the stairwell was not that sneaky and there weren't any cameras in the stairwell. I suddenly realized what Skittles was thinking. All this time, he's stripping of his clothes!! I just watched him, unsure, and kept asking questions. "But what if someone uses the stairs?"
"Who uses stairs?"
And down went both his black pants and white briefs at the same time. Kalki was standing there completely naked with his hip kind of cocked to the side. He had his right hand open, and slowly running up and down the middle of his chest. The other hand was behind his neck and I think he was petting his own hair or something. He was very slightly swaying. I think he was definately trying his best to look sexy.
He's thirteen! Okay, Ollie, he's almost fourteen. And he's standing in front of me naked. And not just naked, but he looked like he'd been doing this forever. Remember how nervous I was just taking off my clothes to go skinny dipping in Synth's pool? That wasn't even that sexual. Mostly just fun. Definately nothing like this.
I saw his penis spring up when the clothes were dropped. It was hard and big just like I thought. Uncut like mine, but the head was revealed because he was so hard.
I suddenly thought about all of the things I was hearing about my being gay was wicked and wrong. All of the attacking of something that I hadn't yet done but was thinking about.
Well Ollie, you can understand that I was stunned and didn't know what to do.
I looked Skittles body all over. He had a bit of pubic hair that was really close to his dick but not really any on his balls which weren't hanging very low at all. And the way that his belly and hips made light shadowed lines down to where my eyes were pretty much glued to was so very hot.
"What are you waiting for, KK?" Skittles asked me.
"Mishka. I... I haven't done this before." I stuttered. I knew I wanted to do whatever he wanted me to do to him. I wanted to put my hands on his skin which looked pretty soft and didn't have any of the scar lines that I knew mine did from all the wipeouts. Not that I fall down much anymore. Only when I'm really working on a new trick for my skill set.
I wanted to kiss him. On the mouth and on shoulders which looked a little pink as did his cheeks. He was blushing. He was bold, but still blushed. I liked that. And I liked that his nipples were sticking out, hard just like how his penis was standing straight. If you'd lay him down, Ollie, in the sun he'd be like a sundial with those six or so inches so hard! Ha! Ha!
And of course I wanted to put my mouth on it too.
"It's okay. You want to do it though, right? You're really gay, right? They haven't already changed you, right?" Skittles was respectful because he didn't make me do anything even though I really wanted to and should have taken advantage.
Maybe Tuesday.
Yeah, that's right. I didn't do anything. I chickened out. I just watched him. I told him that I was scared and that I also didn't know how I felt about him. Skittles seemed to understand and nodded. He turned around which drove me even crazier since then I got to see the rest of him. He has such a small frame, his back is like a perfect mirror or something the way the small of his back and the line of his ass just is perfect and lines up. I wanted to run my tounge down the entire length of his body. Like I would start at his neck with a kiss and then lick downward. I would keep going all the way down even after I reached his ass. Even use my hands to spread him apart so I could lick all the way to his hole if he didn't mind. I think that'd be really hot!
I'm hard now writing this, damnit. Lights out can't come soon enough so I can sneak jerking off.
Skittles did that in front of me in the stairwell. He sat down on the steps. I bet that concrete was cold on his bare bottom! Ha! Ha! And he held his balls with one hand and whacked off with the other. He uses his whole hand, not just a few fingers like I do. I couldn't believe it and I really shouldn't have just watched, but that's what I did.
He leaned back until he was laying diagonally on the steps and kept stroking himself. I think it grew even bigger while he was doing it. It seemed so. I watched his chest rising and falling faster and faster while he kept stroking himself. He'd go faster and then slow for a while. When he did it slow, it just seemed like it wouldn't end and I didn't want it to. I felt really hard and I thought about touching myself through my clothes, but didn't.
His lips when they parted made me want to stick my tongue between them. He sighed when he came. It was very quiet, but I could hear. It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever heard. Skittles didn't care where his cum ended up, which was like globs on the floor of the stairwell. In this place I put my other hand in the way and lick it up to get rid of it. It tastes sweet and salty. I wonder what Skittles' tastes like. Maybe delicious and fruity? Ha! Ha!
When he was done he put his clothes back on and kept looking at me with that sly smile I really like. He told me that he hoped I would decide to trust him soon. And I do. I just got to get up my nerves.
Skittles is amazing, Ollie. I really like him and I've only known him for two days! If there ever was love at first sight maybe this is what it feels like. It certainly feels like forbidden love but it's only because we're here at New Horizons. Then again, I don't know how we would have met anywhere else.
Wait, hold on...
Sorry about that break there, Skittles just came in and climbed up to his bunk. I asked him how he was and he told me he was fine. He looks like he'd been crying.
"What's wrong?" I asked
"I don't want to talk about it."
I kind of figured he would say that. I wonder if he got in trouble for what happened I just wrote about, but if he was in trouble for that, I probably would be too. I didn't pressure him to tell me. He'll tell me if he wants to know.
While I was going to try and find a different hiding spot for you, I think I'll keep you where I have been in case he wants to write in you again. It's okay that he knows my thoughts right now. Maybe he can help me get over being scared to do something with him. But if we become boyfriends I guess I should hide you someplace else.
Tuesday seems like forever from now! Maybe Skittles has more tricks up his sleeves he can tell me before then. I also don't quite understand what kind of deal he and Miss Colleen have together. So there are still alot of questions. And I have to figure out these answers while still having to deal with school lessons, The Anti-Ghandi, and everything else that sucks about this place.
Remind me to tell you about this jerk face who hates me in the peer group named Daniel. I don't have time now though because the light just went off and I can barely see to write.
--Kalki
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