SEX Now that I have your attention...
This past Friday night I did go with someone I knew back to the Cheshire Motor Inn for some hot man/man action. Well, that was the goal anyway. See, it's no real secret that I don't exactly get much these days. Haven't really in quite some time. I'm probably way the fuck too picky. Labels: Heretic, personal, sex
Well anyway, Trace is someone who I actually find attractive. We just haven't ever hooked up. And I guess now that the event took place, I can retroactively see why.
Just because two people seem attracted to one another and are friends and have a good time together clothed, it just doesn't make it necessarily going to work when they are horizontal and unclothed if you know what I mean.
So we started to do the damn thing. I brought my style of sensuality and dominance and he brought... well... Honestly, he probably didn't like my style of sensuality and dominance. I think he was wanting a four on the floor hardcore banging. And that just didn't happen.
It was sex in which no one was satisfied and I left rather than spending the night.
So there you have the story finally. I naturally would like to forget about it (with no offense meant to Trace, of course. He undeniably feels the same so we can go back to just being cocktail queers) and pretend I still haven't gotten any in a long time.
At least that way when Dragon*Con comes later this month, I can be on the hunt as passionately as ever before.
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Sorry for the lack of posts.
I've really been hurting with the wisdom tooth and that's been feeding depression. Labels: boys, colin, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Elf, Heretic, music news
Glad some of you are having a lot of fun with the clock teaser. As posted on the shotalicious clubhouse messageboard, yes, Coco will be arriving sometime in the future to give you one last type of puzzle to figure out for those who don't like cryptograms OR general brain teasers.
Oh, and I fucked someone last night. I apparently sucked. I'll tell you more later. Today I'm hoping to finally catch up with Colin and Elf and later practice my DJ skills some more at Kaze and Tatsuo's.
My DJ name I think is going to be DJ Seme/Uke. What do you think?
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Nothing special.
Another Friday night out was nothing special. I've actually cut back on my going out by like 66% since money is always kind of an issue. Still, it was nice to see several of my friends even if they weren't named Kaze or Tatsuo. Actually Tat is in Japan. He has a brother who's ill and things aren't looking good again. So he made an emergency trip overseas. That had to have cost him a great deal of cash since it was spur of the moment. Labels: boys, clubbing, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Heretic, Japan
I hope that like a similar trip last year, this will only just be a minor bump in the road for his brother and that all will turn out if not well, at least more comfortably.
As for me, like I said, nothing really all that special. I enjoyed talking with DJ Rick Walsh for a song or two. Now that I know exactly what he's doing up there having done some of it myself, it's alot more interesting to watch. He does his transitions with such smooth execution. It's fabulous.
Speaking of Ricks, there is another Rick that I see there often. I paw and smooch with him quite often. I'm fond of the older guy even though he keeps saying things like "old enough to be your father." He's a lean, androgynous type with a real character in that he wears these totally revealing outfits. I like him, and we keep talking like something's gonna give eventually, but nothing has yet.
Nothing special.
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All Proud Out.
Considering I go out pretty much every weekend, Pride Weekend for me was just more. More nights. More people. More everything. Including more nothing, as in, I still managed to not get any. Labels: alcohol, boys, breeder news, clubbing, colin, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Elf, gay news, Heretic, money, music, personal, shotalicious, The Body Shop, trap, work
I was offered, but the guy who did was none to my liking despite us having some things in common. He just didn't have the looks I'd need to appreciate making the beast with two backs with.
As for my own pursuits, I managed to drive a guy that I've known for a few months home, and nothing happened there either. He's taller than I, short short blond cropped hair, and is a few years older, yet looks a few years younger. And though we're kissing friends, that's where we still remain.
Still, the extended weekend wasn't too bad of a bust. I spent just shy of what I expected thanks partially to Kaze and Tat being so generous as well as managing to sweet talk my way on The Bodyshop's guest list. To bad DJ Duo Yoshi Mac put on a marginal set. In fact, all the DJs seemed to be taking no chances with their oversized crowds.
I have one more day off, tomorrow, before I go back to work bright and early Tuesday morning. And I think that's just fine. I need to get my finances boosted back to smoother levels anyway.
As for updates on the site: Provided thunderstorms don't strike yet again tomorrow, I'll be back to posting a handful of shotalicious goodies then.
Ah yes, one more bit of information: Elf's housewarming party on Thursday went down as actually one of the highlights of the whole weekend. While I was surrounded by breeders, this fag actually took it in stride and had a good time even when I wasn't following my favorite trap around like a lost puppy.
Happy Pride to you all whenever your area celebrates such. And honestly, be proud year round!
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Randomness
>> I had a dream last night that at the nightclub I was being toyed with by this Asian couple. The seme noted I was checking out his uke and because he was the evil type, he demanded his uke service me. In the process, the uke got a huge gash on his back rubbing up against an exposed piece of metal or something in the tight confines of the back room or booth or something. While I'm putting pressure on the guy's wound asking for someone to call 911, the seme punches me in the face knocking me out thinking that I'd done him harm. It was rather anime-like to be sure. Labels: boys, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, dreamscape, Elf, Heretic, Japan, sex
>> I keep losing my PRO status in Wii Bowling in the Heretic League. I keep bouncing around 1000 and it's frustrating. The game is already hard enough playing left handed with right handed settings. Not to mention the fact the Wii box is about 4 feet to the right of the television really screwing up your orientation.
>> Finally for now, didn't get to see Elf yesterday. We called off our going to WETbar since it was going to be 25 dollars. Tonight is DJ Phil B. from San Fran. It starts early (9pm) and Kaze and Tat will be there. Hopefully it'll be a good time. I could use some fun rather than going through the motions.
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Sick and tired of swimming upstream.
Last night at Heretic while hanging out with a new boy I had on my prospects list, another disappointment, another attack of frustration. Another guy comes up to him and together they scurry off to the bathroom. This is just after he'd gone to the bathroom with his room mate. Labels: boys, drugs, Heretic, personal, Shinji
I ask the room mate who's conversing with boys he thinks are attractive, "Is he going to the restroom to do what I think?"
"Yes."
"Tell him I'll talk to him some other time," came my annoyed reply.
Suspicions that the boy I was interested in likes to do the drugs was enough to send me away. But PIXIE, you'd say, you haven't got anything else going on. What's wrong with a little coke or meth. He just likes to have a good time. And maybe that wasn't it at all. You're overreacting!
Am I?
Am I really?
I think this is just a symptom of a much larger problem I seem to have right now. I'm STILL in the middle of the gay community scene trying to swim upstream. And unlike the mighty powerful salmon, this fishy is exhausted from the climb up without any payoff lately.
What's the point of going out, enjoying the vibe and music of a place if no matter who you talk to, casually or otherwise, turns into either being a complete douche bag (Shinji) or into drugs? And that's even if they find me attractive or interesting enough to talk to in the first place?
But where else can I find someone of the boy on boy persuasion? I'm not about to become one of those guys who troll the bookstore. I'm not exactly sure if there are any real community things I could be interested in that would get me what I want either.
It's not like I'm doing anything particularly wrong, I don't think.
I just am getting so tired of this life.
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A long weekend underway.
Last night was the beginning of a long weekend for your faithful webmaster. Labels: alcohol, clubbing, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Fang, Heretic, holiday news, later skater, personal, shota, yaoi
Friday night I spent at Heretic as per usual. The beats were okay, but I wasn't so much in the mood for dancing. I've been in the mood for sex. But I didn't quite manage that either. I did sell the remaining 2 copies of "Later, Skater" bringing my total sold to 16 in person and 7 online: 23 copies so far in all. That's a great start but I want more! Go check it out and see if a copy wouldn't fit nicely on your bookshelf.
Shinji was also there. We seem to have a odd connection now where I don't like him and hate how he's mean to me and yet I still make out with him. Very strange. I wished we'd fuck. It'd probably be way hot.
Started Saturday off with a terrible hangover, but ironically it didn't last long. That's very good since this afternoon I have the Asian Express Pool Party with DJ Kaze. Following that is DJ Eddie Baez at Heretic. Last time he was there 900 people packed the house.
Not to be outdone with fun and sexiness, Sunday I'm going to visit Fang and Pirrip. They are the delicious artists you can see linked on the left hand side. Long time friends they are some of the most delicious boys I know. I'm looking forward to getting a closer look at some of their work, Korean BBQ, and breaking all of Fang's rules of his new decked out room. (I'm kidding, dude. I'll make sure to only use the bed for sleeping and sex.)
Thankfully I requested Monday off so I can recover what I hope to be a real memorable weekend. It'll be made even more so if I can manage to get a little boyxboy goin' on. I swear.
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No more Shinji.
Last night, after a wonderful showing of "Son of Rambow" in which Colin and I got to meet the director of the film at their kickin' 80s after party (the film is set in the 80s,) we headed to Heretic to see Kaze and Tatsuo. Labels: colin, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Heretic, movies, Shinji
We weren't going to stay long, and indeed we didn't. But before we could manage to leave, Shinji spontaneously showed. He says he's lost his phone. But I was very glad to see him. At least at first. But unlike the want and desire he'd been showing me for the last month or so, he hardly treated me nice. In fact, I'd say he was quite mean. Everything from picking on me, to physical attacks that he said he was playing but I told him I wasn't liking it. Yeah, this is not where I want to be. Seme uke games be damned.
This type of behavior, along with the previous things that he's done -- either deliberate, or on accident -- really just proves to me that this isn't going to work out. Much as I hate to say it, he's not the guy for me.
So I'm done trying to mess with that.
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All apologies.
I talked to Shinji for about a half hour, and while I really would have liked to have seen him again as early as tonight, he's busy with homework that's piled up since he's been at his friend's after the emergency exit he made on Wednesday. Labels: Heretic, personal, Shinji
While I'm still wary, I accepted the apology.
I think I need to really take a different approach to Shinji and what's been going on between us for the last month. While I mentioned to Kaze that I'd been preparing for this kind of opportunity for so long, I'm starting to realize that this is not what I expected. And I've been out of a dating type situation for so long.
I did the right thing by telling him it was a mistake to vanish on me like that.
The whole thing is a very odd peculiar thing. To feel like it's rather advanced on some levels and not at all much advanced on others. Cryptic I know. I'm having a hard time explaining what I'm thinking.
I think I should be applying more desire and being more direct with my wants, not less. Not in such a way that pushes it too fast, but more like making it more firm.
One thing is definitely for sure, I'm not used to being uke. I think that's where, along with my being rusty in this type of thing, is really causing me the most problems. He's seme. Most definitely considering the way he talks and by his actions.
I won't likely see him this weekend. I said I was going tonight, so he may surprise and show up, but I'm not counting on it. And I told him I'm filming with friends tomorrow so probably won't be able to go out myself. When I asked if we can see each other elsewhere, for food or something, it didn't go much of anywhere other than a discussion on what kinds of food we like.
There's more talk of sexy things, but, well, it's still not there yet. He talks about the dark room at Heretic in negative ways, but I know he actually likes it back there. Maybe next Wednesday I can get another chance to pull him in there.
I know I need to chill, but it's so hard for me to chill when it's so hard. All the time. Jesus Christ this ecchiness is driving me insane.
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No respect.
Another Wednesday night at Heretic and despite Shinji saying he wouldn't be able to go, he was there. Great right? Well, as apparently an uke bitch that I am, I was placated for a while. But left holding a drink I bought for him, and was thanked for.
Yeah, he disappeared and was never heard nor seen again this evening.
I sent him the following text. The fact that it was in haiku will be lost on him, I'm sure:
So you disappeared
leaving me holding your drink.
That was a mistake.
I don't anticipate seeing him again.
UPDATE: He calls and leaves a voice mail around 2 while I am work. This was after he had classes today. He says he is sorry and that he left because his friend's wife had to go the hospital that he left immediately. He sounds kind of sincere and says he's sorry like a bunch of times and that he knows he made a mistake. I'm not sure what to think.
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Out like a lamb.
March's last weekend and I surely did go out like a lamb. Shinji must have been busy with work and school because he didn't call and I didn't see him out at Heretic either. I'm not stressing about it really, just relaying facts. Labels: colin, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Elf, Heretic, later skater
Though I have to admit, it was rather lonely out in the nightlife this weekend. No new boys caught my interest and it was only a few hours on Saturday I had Kaze and Tatsuo to entertain me. Yeah, that's right, everyone must entertain me! Haha!
Filmed another episode of the KIDS Fundcast with Colin on Sunday and I'll post it when it's up or you can just go to the HSX KIDS Fund blog to watch the previous episodes.
Other than that it's just back to work and trying to make up some of the money ground I lost on trying to have a good time that wasn't really out there to be had this weekend. I need to keep on Elf to make sure he gets me the art for "Later, Skater." I know you are all excited to know when the new book is coming out and as you can see by the buttons and banner this month, I want it to be this month. Cross your fingers, grab your decks, and we'll keep in touch on that one.
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Passion Play.
Shinji (and that IS his real name, I checked) did show up last night. Looking very good with a fresh hair buzz and wearing two shirts. Not that it did him any good. Because after two drinks we were headed back into the rest of the nightclub where a dress code was enforced. Labels: boys, Heretic, Japan, personal
Shirtless, we danced and had a good time. We have a very obvious chemistry together that was made all the more apparent in our visit to the dark room. Unlike last time, there wasn't talking, there was action.
You know me, I DO kiss and tell and he is a delight to make out with. With such great parity, he kisses so nicely. And I was quite happy to be all up against him, though did not take it farther than that. (Well I started to but, he said nuh-uh and I respected that.)
But then something very strange and difficult to understand happened. He told me to go away. I hadn't said or done anything suddenly wrong, unusual, or offensive. So I really didn't get it. Still, I did leave him alone.
He left the place without my knowing. And of course, I just was slowly simmering. While I don't know him very well yet here in the early stages of whatever this is, I still was peeved enough to call him at 3 after the place closed. I mean, I know I don't own him or nothing, but I thought I deserved some kind of explanation. He answered, surprisingly, sleepily sounding. He said that he liked me and I liked him and that he went home. I told him I didn't understand why he told me to go away and he didn't answer it really.
Maybe he wanted to enjoy the company with some of the others in the dark room and didn't want me to see. A kind of weird chivalry?
Regardless, I told him goodnight. I should have said that I wanted to see him again, but I was still confused and burned. We'll have to see how this thing goes.
EDIT: After thinking about it today, I've decided that I probably was overthinking about it. LOL. Ironic isn't it? The things I do know is that I don't know him that well but the time that I have spent with him, he's not played any games, given me any stories that didn't make any sense, or whatever. I think it was the right call to call him and ask him what was up, but I am definitely not wanting to be overbearing. I'll give him a call tomorrow and see if I can get to hang out with him again this weekend. After all, he did go when invited last night, "even if there is rain or storms", we made out so so nicely, and "You like me and I like you."
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Nihonjin Kareshi Boshu-chu
I met a boy last night. A rare sort, you see, because he's Japanese. There are only two other Japanese gay boys in this city that go out that I know. Tatsuo and Jun. Labels: boys, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, epic, Heretic, Japan, personal
I couldn't quite hear the name he gave me other than his Americanized name. Terry. Heh. But it could be Shinjiichi. I know it sounded quite a bit like Shinji in there somewhere.
He seemed to be into me. We sat in the corner of the back bar at Heretic for a couple of hours. And he always came back after saying, "I'll be right back" which is a good thing.
He's new to the city. 3 weeks.
Very fun to talk to. Lots of laughing, and real interest going back and forth. Towards the end of the night, I was trying to get him to come back on Wednesday. I explained the shirtlessness rule and he professed his shyness. Yet when we passed by the dark room, he seemed highly curious. I explained that part of the place and he grabbed my arm and pulled me into the corner. Sadly (or perhaps for the best) we didn't do anything but talk back there.
I got his number, and after he said he had to leave, I asked if he wanted me to walk him to the front. (We were all the way in the back of the large nightclub) He said yes and at the door I kissed him just to the side of his mouth.
He told me that I should call him to see about us seeing each other on Wednesday night.
I'm trying not to get too giddy about this, but holyhell that's fucking awesome.
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Like Spring, I'm sprung.
Today marks the first day of spring and last night at The Heretic's "Boys Night Out" party, there were lots of pretty lean things who were wearing very little but smiles. I cozied with them in the dark room, but sadly they weren't interested in much more than a bit of a caress, a bit of peeping around, and a whole lot of cockteasing. Labels: colin, Elf, fan mail, Heretic, money, shotalicious, yaoi
Still, it was glorious fun and I'm glad to have enjoyed their coming out as the seasons shift from winter to spring.
Speaking of sprung, all this weekend I'll be posting stuff up on the little brother site, shotalicious.org. While it had a bit of a rough time getting started with some less than rosy responses from some (former?) fans, I think I've won the battle if not the war for the hearts and minds -- or should I say, groins and minds -- of those who are willing to give it a chance.
Essentially, I keep saying the only thing that's changed is the domain name. And maybe a more enthusiastic displaying of the shota. Not going to be apologetic about it any longer, my friends. And I do appreciate the compliments, the sending of pics, and even another monetary donation that one anonymous person gave. Thanks very much!
Already I posted one of the AMVs I did. I'm still not in possession of some better video editing software. I don't see my friend Colin until next Saturday when we film another episode of the KIDS Fundcast, so no new AMVs yet. But they're coming.
I don't really have any other plans this Easter weekend. Maybe I can kidnap Elf, tie him up with duct tape, put bunny ears on him, and take some disturbing photos. I dunno. Have a great weekend and Happy Easter.
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I'm an idiot.
I passed up sex *AGAIN!* Labels: boys, Heretic, personal
This time it wasn't because the guy was uber aggressive. (Seriously, that guy at the Crystal Method show was aiming to drill for oil, or reach China, I'm sure that night.)
No, I was at Heretic and this visitor from Seattle was there. In the city only for a short while, he was checking out the local scene. Always a good thing. And he was very nice, we hung out for maybe a half hour talking on the patio. But I just didn't go after it, even though he was moderately attractive. Prolly mid-thirties, goateed, and not so large in either height or weight. It certainly would have likely been agreeable to see where it went. But I ducked out pretty early on.
Why? Why did I do that?
I mean, I guess I know why. It'd have most certainly been a wham, bam, thank you local boy. But isn't that something I could probably use to get back in the saddle so to speak?
Arughgugh! This is what happens when you fly solo so often. I need a wing man, SRSLY.
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Get Busy Child
The Crystal Method roared into WETbar's DJ booth and took the mostly rolling and mixed-sexual orientation crowd by storm. With a hard trance ferocity, they rocked their set without giving the people gathered much time to collect their breath. While they only played 3 of their own songs (that I could recognize through the heavy layering and improved remixing), I don't think anyone went home disappointed. Labels: breeder news, clubbing, drugs, election, electronica, Heretic, music, personal, WETbar
Well, except one guy that I was with.
He is older, has shoulder length long hair, and is best described as looking like a rock musician -- except he actually installs audio/visual equipment for business and residence.
I'd seen him a long time ago at Heretic, but he'd been going mostly to Blake's and WETbar lately and they had been treating him quite well after he installed some new equipment for them.
So this got us into VIP which as I think I've stated before really isn't all that amazing. But I guess it's just the allure of something the great unwashed can't get into that makes it all so much better, right?
So anyway, this guy, he's hot, handsome, really into me. Too much into me, actually and that becomes off putting. I let him know rather quickly that his aggressiveness is too much for me. I try to go more on the attack with little success. And though I had a moderately good time making out with him and bumping uglies on the dance floor to what should be Barack Obama's theme song for the younger set (Keep Hope Alive), I just couldn't go home with him.
I turned him down.
Maybe in the end that my way of finally overpowering an extremely dominate seme. But I started to think about how it wasn't going to work out anyway. While I can please some as uke, I'm not especially good at the role in the bed. While it's always great to do things out your ordinary comfort zone, I didn't think it would lead to anything really all that pleasant. At least not for me.
And you know NOT going home with him STILL was quite unpleasant as WETbar and Blake's shuttle stopped running after I was to be the only one needing to ride it back to my car. They actually told me to get back off the bus, they were shutting it down. I complained. I knocked on the closed WETbar door and complained some more to the bartender who opened it. And after walking the 8 blocks back to my car at 3:30 in the morning, after driving back home, I pulled up their website to complain to them some more. They're the assholes that should have been fucked last night.
It seriously makes me reconsider going to see Hybrid in 2 weeks and Deep Dish in 4.
VIP... ha! The Heretic wouldn't have treated me that way.
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Weekends of Reruns
Last weekend, it was Sherwin. A boy who was one of the last ones I've dated locally. He came on kinda strong but didn't seem to want to take it any further. And he ignored my calls this past week to see if we could get together. After all, if we're both lonesome, and we know what we're good at... It's too bad he seems to have been playing Useless Ukes Games™. Labels: boys, China, clubbing, Heretic, nakedness, personal, sex
This weekend, it was Ashley. Well, okay, no he didn't come on strong and we didn't do anything! But seeing my most important ex always has the ability to made me either quite delighted or absolutely miserable depending really on how I'm feeling at the time.
Oh, and there was also Raver J. Well he IS always the hottest thing ever. And quite easily accessible a majority of the time. Just as long as he hasn't got his glowing lights set on someone else before you get a chance. We had a very good time Friday night and I was reminded that I *DO* know what I'm doing with a boy when I finally get around to it.
So that's how things have been going there.
The writer's strike may be over in Hollywood, but I'm still seeing quite a few reruns if you know what I mean. Not that that is such a terrible thing. I mean if the boy is good, why not give it another look-see?
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A long fought reward.
So after trying to pull pixiesticks.org out from the ashes the last three days, when I finally got the site running the way it's supposed to, I went out to reward myself with alcohol. Hey, I got my priorities people. I wanted booze and boys and in that order. Labels: alcohol, boys, clubbing, DJ Kaze and Tatsuo, Heretic, pixiesticks, The Body Shop
Heretic was moderately quiet likely due to both the holidays, I Am Legend being all legendary and shit, and it had rained all day. Thankfully Kaze and Tatsuo were there along with a lot of their aZn friends whom are delicious but sadly not desiring the pixie. That's one of the problems with being in a community for so long. Everyone already knows you and has made up their mind about you.
Still, it was quite fun and I enjoyed talking with Kaze, flirting with Tatsuo and Raver J who is a Chinese boy who just can't seem to keep his clothes on. Seriously, he's running around the place shirtless, his tall lanky body all proudly on display, and his athletic pants all slipping off his waistline. He has such a delicate delicious ass too. And you know the front part is quite nice too, if interestingly a bit like him overall -- long and skinny.
When the lights came on, a guy visiting from Europe was asking for directions to The Body Shop. I told him that I could drive him if he wanted. I was angling for some cash or maybe some sex you know? I drove him up there and instead he paid for my way into the place. Gah! I could have likely gotten in free anyway considering I used to work there and still on occasion work at Heretic, but anyway. It was cool and I was glad to have had another hour or so dancing and listening to DJ Yoshi Bear who is quite good.
It was a very nice night out. A great reward for all the difficulties I'd been going through with work and then the site falling all over itself like sumo wrestlers in a vat of Crisco.
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Heretic Turns 16 Without Me
While I'm actually employed by the company that runs The Heretic, I'm actually not going to be going tonight to their 16th Anniversary Party. Even though there is going to be open bar and free food, I won't be there.
Why?
There are lots of reasons. The fact I have to work early on Tuesdays is a good one. The fact that I was just there last Monday for my own birthday is a good one. The fact that I made only 20 bucks today and spending half of that in gas is a good one. And the fact that I'm already always at The Heretic so much anyway is a good one.
Don't think it's because I feel like I'm getting too old for this. That's sooo not true. But I could have used more motivation than free food, booze and the same boys I see every other week there.
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Live. Love. Be. Believe.
I appreciate all the birthday wishes I got here and in the email. And on the cell phone text messages. I love text messaging. I must be part Korean or something. My thumbs are really getting pretty good at whipping those suckers out. And with Virgin Mobil they're so much better than actually making phone calls anyway. Labels: boys, colin, Elf, fan mail, Heretic, personal
Elf and Colin attended my birthday party at Heretic. You weren't there. But that's okay. We had a good time without you. Though we did get rubbed up on by this twinkie boy who was high on something. I told him he was acting like a cat and he meowed. He also ordered a drink, paid for it, and left it and the change on the counter before just promptly leaving. Don't be like that guy. Even if he was hot, he was un-hot because of how he was acting.
I've received some presents. I like the presents. The gift card to AMC Theatres. I got lots of gum from Colin too. See, I also was using my birthday to stop smoking. Every day I am to put $3.50 in a box which represents a pack of cigs that I'm not smoking. Then I don't buy them and I don't smoke. Hopefully, if I am successful, I will have so much cash in the box I can make a glorious return to Yaoi Con next year.
More presents are coming. One fan of the site donated 25 bucks through the Amazon Honor System (link is to your left where it says "donate") and that's gonna be nice when it hits my account. I think my mom and grammie have presents I'll be receiving later today or tomorrow.
So yeah, thank you all. I really appreciate and felt the love. Those of you who've been around long enough to really have gotten to know me, know that I do like to hype things. Even if they are horrible truths like my turning 29. But just like I kept trying to show that you can live a happy gay life to all the younglings out there, I'm determined to show you can CONTINUE living a happy gay life even when you're nearing the dreaded 30.
I don't look nearly 30 and I sure don't act like I'm nearly 30. But with things like the quitting smoking, and also trying to always been more responsible with money are good ways to be grow up. But having a pink Nintendo DS and loving the yaoi is definitely keeping me young.
Here's to another year of my so called gay life!
PS: I just hope that the lack of boys in my life doesn't start making me feel like maybe I'm more closer to 30 than I want to admit. Come on prettyboys. You know I'll treat you *real* good. Where are you my future lovers and boyfriends?
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Look at the hotties, workin' their bodies.
I just got a call from Allan who is the manager over at The Heretic, a gay nightclub here in Atlanta that I'm extremely loyal to. He called and offered me a job over at The Body Shop, a gay after hours nightclub here in Atlanta that I've been kind of indifferent about. Labels: clubbing, Heretic, personal, The Body Shop, work
I'll be working the door, taking the monies, stamping the boys, and checking off any people on the guest list. Then after close, I'll be cleaning up.
The job is Friday (really Saturday) 2am until 8am. 8 bucks an hour. So not quite 50 bucks extra for me a week.
Of course, the real benefit is that I'll be getting my foot in the Ye Old Door™. He's already mentioned that if things go well, he'll cross-train me into other areas which could lead to my being employed at Heretic which was the original goal.
Regardless, I think I'm really going to enjoy this. I'm very excited even though it seems on the surface a small thing. It could be a catalystic change to my life which is sorely needed I think right now.
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10 Things I Learned in NYC this Pride 2007
1. Even if I wait a day or so, I can't even possibly out-cum pixiesticks.org fanboy Paul. Christ, you know you could put an eye out with that stuff? Do animators from Japan come stay with you to get ideas on how to make their scenes so squishy? Labels: boys, clubbing, epic, Heretic, new york city, personal, pride
2. Churches are killing Gay Pride Parades. I think it's really awesome that you churches are open and accepting. But when there are that many of you, a part of me thinks you're seripticiously just trying to sneak in and destroy us from the inside. So be open and accepting like what Jesus would do, but stop marching in the parade. You're making the drag queens nervous and taking away the attention from the important issues that are covered during the parade like HIV, Transgender equality, YouthPride, and so many more...
3. The Stanton Island Ferry is free and the best touristy thing you can possibly do. You'll get a great sweeping view of the city, the Statue of Liberty, and all that. Plus you'll wanna do it again right away, since there isn't much to enjoy on the island. Oppositely, Times Square sucks cocks.
4. The Web, a gay Asian nightclub, is simply heaven on earth for someone like me. I got there around 9 to make sure to capture at least two of the "two for one happy hour" drink specials. And it just slowly but surely started filling up more and more and more with happy go lucky Asian boys. So fucking hot. So mercilessly fucking hot. In fact, to return after having a smoke break took twenty minutes due to the completely packing in of hot Asian boys. And they were so friendly. Not stuck up or anything. Maybe it's because I was in a major major minority. I'd say only 3% or so of the crowd were white.
5. The art of bartering is still alive and well. I was wearing my 300 The Movie shirt to The Web, and one of the boys asked about it. I ended up trading it to him for some seriously delightful making out. Fortunately, he gave me his white tank top so I didn't have to go home topless.
6. Take advantage of Go-Go Boys. I know this may seem like a DUH type situation, but I don't really associate with Go-Go Boys on a regular basis. Heretic had some for a while, but RJ (another hot Asian boy) has moved on to other things and so the whole project dissolved. Back in The Web, I met up with one who had blond streaked hair, loved to braid mine, and he had such a young look and braces. I couldn't believe he was even 18, he was so bishounen. So I definately tipped him quite a bit, but unlike Paul over at Porkys "Hot Mess" later in the week, I really didn't sexually capitalize on the fact I was forking over money to a sweet thing who was working it for the money.
7. Drunk and blind (due to your glasses being in your pocket) is no way to leave a club at 4am. Especially if you miss your subway transfers and end up lost. Wandering the streets of Manhattan as the sun is starting to come up. It's just not pretty.
8. Hail cab. Get inside. THEN tell them where you're going. That way when you're drunk and blind (due to your glasses being in your pocket) he'll be forced to actually take you to your destination instead of just muttering sorry and driving off.
9. Chinatown is fucking awesome. While there was the obligatory Pocky purchases, there isn't that much fake-like about this little piece of Manhattan. I thought it'd be trying to cater to the tourists just like so much of the city, but no no, it was authentic for the most part. It's also where I'd like to live if I ever moved to NYC.
10. However, since I was just visiting, after several days, it was definately time to come home. I love New York City. I could become a New York City boy, even with my wide-eyed youthful additude -- they couldn't make a cynic out of me!! -- but going away from Atlanta for a while always makes me return with a big smile. Because Atlanta is my home and I love it first.
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Another Weekend
It was another weekend this weekend.
Not to belittle my friends Kevin and Tatsuo who are really really awesome, especially such that they gave me a lift from Heretic to WETbar last night, but, well, it was merely another regular ol' weekend this weekend.
The only differences were that I did write up a first draft of a short film that Colin wants to film. I'll will keep you all updated on that, of course.
Oh and it seems that Elf has pretty much abandoned me.