HaHaHaHahAhaHa.
 



Search pixiesticks.org








Do you know anyone who is transgendered, intersexed, or consider themselves to have a sexual identity situation?
Yes, duh, ME!
Yes, I know lots.
Yes, I know one.
Maybe. I'm not sure.
No, I don't know any.
Trans- inter- what the heck?
  
pollcode.com free polls


Other important sites.

Fang Deviant Artist

Nemo Deviant Artist

Ryoko's Asylum

Blue Dragon Deviant Artist

Hollywood Stock Exchange

Moola

Neopets

DragonCon

Anime Weekend Atlanta

Yaoi Con

Yaoi Jamboree

Gesshoku Designs (Yaoi Merch!)

 

Thursday, July 03, 2008

I only cross-post when it's really fucking important.

 



Natural High's official site has an October 9th, 2008 release date in place for Pico x Chico x Coco. I'm confident it'll get put on the web as soon as its released considering this thing is so long awaited. It's reportedly going to be twice as long as the other two groundbreaking shota releases.

Oh. And October 9th also happens to be my 30th birthday. I so sure I don't look a day over bishounen-age right?

Also, cocks.

Labels: , , , , ,


Posted at 5:38 PM.
2 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Finally, Elf.

 

After at least a month of not seeing Elf at all, and maybe up to three months without seeing him privately just us two, I finally got the chance last night. It was very nice and a welcome return to something that always gave me a great deal of happiness.

His hair is shorter. Much shorter. Only just a bit past ear-length. When not straight-ironed, he looks much like a Wild Child or something. I like it quite a bit. Of course, I do wonder why he cut it since there is no mistaking him for a boy at this point. Hmmm.

We watched several shorts and one movie. The shorts were little horror bits from Stephen King, Romero, and the guy who created Beetlejuice. They all pretty much sucked which was the point of our watching them.

Also in the mix was a Canadian instructional video about the dangers of your colon. Oh very deliciously disgusting and truly inspired badness.

Finally, the original I Am Legend was watched in a movie called The World, The Flesh, and The Devil. I'm sure it was wonderful at the time, but of course, now just turns out to be in need of a good editor and a more interesting ending.

As for my evening with Elf. It couldn't have been any better really. We ate, we laughed, and I gave him a Ibiza rave worthy back rubs. Yes. Elf's body is still completely crave-able.

But don't worry, long time fans of my site. I took all of this as a refresher in my heart, soul, and mind, rather than an excuse to spiral into further depths of dispair, depression, and all of that.

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 1:20 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

America the Diva

 

Perhaps we can blame 8 years in which our government has failed us, but I've noticed a diva mentality that's growing mighty strong in America. You know what kind of attitude I'm talking about, right? Where nothing is expected of them, everyone and everything is beneath them. The demands are high, the bitch is strong, and the actual output of quality work in comparison is rather tiny.

I notice it most often right now while working.

For the most part, many of the other employees are divas. They hardly do their jobs. They consume and then destroy their surroundings. And if there's any attempt at correction, they will rebel, get in your face, and tell you just where they think your place is. And how *dare* you suggest what they are doing is wrong. I'm honestly surprised they haven't started doing the snapping and head twists.

But they aren't alone!

There are quite a lot of customers that are divas as well. They call up and blithely ignore any instruction. In fact, it's their money, so they have their own list of demands. They hardly care there are others who've called before them and have made often similarly selfish instructions. Why are you telling me it will be an hour? What do you mean I have to pay for delivery? And good heavens, don't try to tell them no or that something just isn't possible. It will destroy their world and they'll make sure you know it!

And since both sides are very equally represented in just the world I'm living in, I can only imagine there are divas populating all of America. People who want everything and are willing to give so very little of themselves to obtain. They are Democrats. They are Republicans. They are rich elite snobs and poor trashy slobs.

They show this while driving. I don't care my lane is ending, I'll ride in it until I can demand yours.

They show this while going to the movies. I don't care that the movie is playing, I want to take my phone call now.

They show this while running the country. I don't care that Iraq was no threat to the United States, I'm invading anyway. --OR-- I don't care that Health Care costs money, I'm taking some from these other people and providing it to others anyway.

I've heard that America is turning into a Victim Society. Everyone is a victim. Such and such never would have happened if not for blah blah. But I think this is just another instance where really America is full of divas. Nothing is your fault. You aren't to blame. Just keep taking what you want and imposing your will and your demands on others.

Responsibility for your own actions.
Thoughtfulness to those around you.
These are changes I want to believe in.

Labels:


Posted at 8:12 PM.
1 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Monday, June 09, 2008

Five quick hits

 

1. Don't eat tomatoes. Apparently they're lethal.

2. It's really fucking hot today. Like makes me feel ill hot.

3. Work manages to suck more every day. How is this possible?

4. Thanks for the comments on my hair. I'm actually growing to like it somewhat. I think a rebleach/redye is still in its future. Perhaps Elf can save it. He used to have blue hair you know.

5. You're running out of time to download Papa to Kiss in the Dark OAV 2 over on shotalicious.org. The next featured video isn't exactly rare, but is a yaoi classic involving corn.

Labels: , , , , ,


Posted at 4:59 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Blue to green, you wouldn't like me when I'm angry.

 




I went to a new hairstylist in Stockbridge called "A New You" and boy did I get a new me. But sadly it's worse than the one I went in with. Having wanted to dye my bangs blue for quite some time, I finally decided to go through with it. Sadly, I went to some mighty unprofessional people that Jonathan from Blow Out would have had a fucking field day with.

The hair in parts IS blue. A nice deep ink pen blue.
But I'd say half to a majority is more like a aqua marine blue green hybrid that is doing nothing for my style, much less the environment.

Suffice to say, I didn't pay for the shit job and now I have to figure out what I'm going to do about it. If only it were just bluer it'd be pretty sweet. Any thoughts?

Labels:


Posted at 3:08 PM.
10 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Sick and tired of swimming upstream.

 

Last night at Heretic while hanging out with a new boy I had on my prospects list, another disappointment, another attack of frustration. Another guy comes up to him and together they scurry off to the bathroom. This is just after he'd gone to the bathroom with his room mate.

I ask the room mate who's conversing with boys he thinks are attractive, "Is he going to the restroom to do what I think?"

"Yes."

"Tell him I'll talk to him some other time," came my annoyed reply.

Suspicions that the boy I was interested in likes to do the drugs was enough to send me away. But PIXIE, you'd say, you haven't got anything else going on. What's wrong with a little coke or meth. He just likes to have a good time. And maybe that wasn't it at all. You're overreacting!

Am I?
Am I really?

I think this is just a symptom of a much larger problem I seem to have right now. I'm STILL in the middle of the gay community scene trying to swim upstream. And unlike the mighty powerful salmon, this fishy is exhausted from the climb up without any payoff lately.

What's the point of going out, enjoying the vibe and music of a place if no matter who you talk to, casually or otherwise, turns into either being a complete douche bag (Shinji) or into drugs? And that's even if they find me attractive or interesting enough to talk to in the first place?

But where else can I find someone of the boy on boy persuasion? I'm not about to become one of those guys who troll the bookstore. I'm not exactly sure if there are any real community things I could be interested in that would get me what I want either.

It's not like I'm doing anything particularly wrong, I don't think.
I just am getting so tired of this life.

Labels: , , , ,


Posted at 12:37 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, May 24, 2008

A long weekend underway.

 

Last night was the beginning of a long weekend for your faithful webmaster.

Friday night I spent at Heretic as per usual. The beats were okay, but I wasn't so much in the mood for dancing. I've been in the mood for sex. But I didn't quite manage that either. I did sell the remaining 2 copies of "Later, Skater" bringing my total sold to 16 in person and 7 online: 23 copies so far in all. That's a great start but I want more! Go check it out and see if a copy wouldn't fit nicely on your bookshelf.

Shinji was also there. We seem to have a odd connection now where I don't like him and hate how he's mean to me and yet I still make out with him. Very strange. I wished we'd fuck. It'd probably be way hot.

Started Saturday off with a terrible hangover, but ironically it didn't last long. That's very good since this afternoon I have the Asian Express Pool Party with DJ Kaze. Following that is DJ Eddie Baez at Heretic. Last time he was there 900 people packed the house.

Not to be outdone with fun and sexiness, Sunday I'm going to visit Fang and Pirrip. They are the delicious artists you can see linked on the left hand side. Long time friends they are some of the most delicious boys I know. I'm looking forward to getting a closer look at some of their work, Korean BBQ, and breaking all of Fang's rules of his new decked out room. (I'm kidding, dude. I'll make sure to only use the bed for sleeping and sex.)

Thankfully I requested Monday off so I can recover what I hope to be a real memorable weekend. It'll be made even more so if I can manage to get a little boyxboy goin' on. I swear.

Labels: , , , , , , , , ,


Posted at 2:07 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Another attempt.

 

Today I started my second real actual attempt to quit smoking. Not like the non-serious non-attempt I didn't even try making even though I said I would on Valentine's Day.

As you may recall, my first real actual attempt started on my birthday last year. So I was successful from Oct 9th to December 23rd. Not bad, but not great.

I really do want to quit. I really feel my health pretty miserable on a very frequent basis. And considering I'm now doing two trucks a week at work, I really could stand to have some lung capacity.

Besides, maybe the next time I see Fang and Nemo they'll make out with me again. I've long said I could really use a reward system. Hehehe.

So here I start a real quit again. I'm not really asking for praise or support or critical comments. Just putting it out there that it's something I am doing.

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 8:26 PM.
3 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Friday, April 11, 2008

All apologies.

 

I talked to Shinji for about a half hour, and while I really would have liked to have seen him again as early as tonight, he's busy with homework that's piled up since he's been at his friend's after the emergency exit he made on Wednesday.

While I'm still wary, I accepted the apology.

I think I need to really take a different approach to Shinji and what's been going on between us for the last month. While I mentioned to Kaze that I'd been preparing for this kind of opportunity for so long, I'm starting to realize that this is not what I expected. And I've been out of a dating type situation for so long.

I did the right thing by telling him it was a mistake to vanish on me like that.

The whole thing is a very odd peculiar thing. To feel like it's rather advanced on some levels and not at all much advanced on others. Cryptic I know. I'm having a hard time explaining what I'm thinking.

I think I should be applying more desire and being more direct with my wants, not less. Not in such a way that pushes it too fast, but more like making it more firm.

One thing is definitely for sure, I'm not used to being uke. I think that's where, along with my being rusty in this type of thing, is really causing me the most problems. He's seme. Most definitely considering the way he talks and by his actions.

I won't likely see him this weekend. I said I was going tonight, so he may surprise and show up, but I'm not counting on it. And I told him I'm filming with friends tomorrow so probably won't be able to go out myself. When I asked if we can see each other elsewhere, for food or something, it didn't go much of anywhere other than a discussion on what kinds of food we like.

There's more talk of sexy things, but, well, it's still not there yet. He talks about the dark room at Heretic in negative ways, but I know he actually likes it back there. Maybe next Wednesday I can get another chance to pull him in there.

I know I need to chill, but it's so hard for me to chill when it's so hard. All the time. Jesus Christ this ecchiness is driving me insane.

Labels: , ,


Posted at 4:27 PM.
1 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Monday, April 07, 2008

"A lot of fire in this one."

 

Shinji is a proclaimed seme. And with his buzz hair cut, frayed ball caps, and cologne I could have predicted such. The topic came up when Kaze, Tatsuo, Shinji and myself were all at WETbar on Saturday night. Enjoying the open bar up in the SKYbar lounge part of the sprawling nightclub, Shinji said he was seme. When I tried to capture more kisses, he tried but ultimately failed to slip away. "A lot of fire in this one," I exclaimed happily.

"There's going to be a lot of butting heads." Kaze explained.

But I can take it. I was turned uke before when I dated Ashley for over three years. And quite honestly, I actually don't mind the role at all. Kind of crave the feelings of comfort and security. That is after being held down and buttraped. I'll certainly need to regain my abilities in taking such though since it's been over two years since I've been on the receiving end of a hot beef injection.

But back to Shinji and the night at WETbar. Yes, the same WETbar I was so angry at for kicking me off the shuttle at 3am because they decided to stop running it for the night. Well, it was better this time, thankfully, and Shinji really did like the space. It's beautiful with many levels, the upstairs patio, and outside gardens.

We danced a bit, though never on the actual dance floor (packed due to DJ Tracy Young.) We kissed a bit, though it wasn't nearly enough for me (probably due to his bashfulness being around my friends.) And we made it pretty well stated that something is starting to go on between us.

I know we need to do something outside of the nightlife soon. Going to Speed Racer was mentioned but that's not until May, so something before then. Something that hopefully grants me more time with Shinji who may have only been joking when he said he was dumping me as his boyfriend. It was exclaimed to Kaze when he was telling us that my directions were bad since exit 250 was closed. Oops! But hey, did he say boyfriend?

I'm pretty sure I would label it as "dating" at this point if I was told I had to give it some sort of classification. After all, we only somewhat know each other and are only at first base. Hehehe. Still, I'll take it. Because like I said to Kaze while the two semes (Tatsuo and Shinji) were wandering around while we were outside chatting, "Not to put too much emphasis on everything, but if this IS something, it is what I've been kind of training the last several years for: A Japanese boyfriend."

Labels: , , , ,


Posted at 5:32 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?


Bringing the Google search back.

 

Hopefully. I had to dig really deep into my computer to find an old template that I could gank the code from since ganking it from my uncle's site didn't work. It's late and I've had a long weekend which I'll tell you all about tomorrow.

Labels: ,


Posted at 1:10 AM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

KIDS Fundcast - Episode 6

 


KIDS Fundcast Episode 6 - On Walden
by hsxkidsfund

Labels: , ,


Posted at 4:57 PM.
4 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Passion Play.

 

Shinji (and that IS his real name, I checked) did show up last night. Looking very good with a fresh hair buzz and wearing two shirts. Not that it did him any good. Because after two drinks we were headed back into the rest of the nightclub where a dress code was enforced.

Shirtless, we danced and had a good time. We have a very obvious chemistry together that was made all the more apparent in our visit to the dark room. Unlike last time, there wasn't talking, there was action.

You know me, I DO kiss and tell and he is a delight to make out with. With such great parity, he kisses so nicely. And I was quite happy to be all up against him, though did not take it farther than that. (Well I started to but, he said nuh-uh and I respected that.)

But then something very strange and difficult to understand happened. He told me to go away. I hadn't said or done anything suddenly wrong, unusual, or offensive. So I really didn't get it. Still, I did leave him alone.

He left the place without my knowing. And of course, I just was slowly simmering. While I don't know him very well yet here in the early stages of whatever this is, I still was peeved enough to call him at 3 after the place closed. I mean, I know I don't own him or nothing, but I thought I deserved some kind of explanation. He answered, surprisingly, sleepily sounding. He said that he liked me and I liked him and that he went home. I told him I didn't understand why he told me to go away and he didn't answer it really.

Maybe he wanted to enjoy the company with some of the others in the dark room and didn't want me to see. A kind of weird chivalry?

Regardless, I told him goodnight. I should have said that I wanted to see him again, but I was still confused and burned. We'll have to see how this thing goes.

EDIT: After thinking about it today, I've decided that I probably was overthinking about it. LOL. Ironic isn't it? The things I do know is that I don't know him that well but the time that I have spent with him, he's not played any games, given me any stories that didn't make any sense, or whatever. I think it was the right call to call him and ask him what was up, but I am definitely not wanting to be overbearing. I'll give him a call tomorrow and see if I can get to hang out with him again this weekend. After all, he did go when invited last night, "even if there is rain or storms", we made out so so nicely, and "You like me and I like you."

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 4:59 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Nihonjin Kareshi Boshu-chu

 

I met a boy last night. A rare sort, you see, because he's Japanese. There are only two other Japanese gay boys in this city that go out that I know. Tatsuo and Jun.

I couldn't quite hear the name he gave me other than his Americanized name. Terry. Heh. But it could be Shinjiichi. I know it sounded quite a bit like Shinji in there somewhere.

He seemed to be into me. We sat in the corner of the back bar at Heretic for a couple of hours. And he always came back after saying, "I'll be right back" which is a good thing.

He's new to the city. 3 weeks.

Very fun to talk to. Lots of laughing, and real interest going back and forth. Towards the end of the night, I was trying to get him to come back on Wednesday. I explained the shirtlessness rule and he professed his shyness. Yet when we passed by the dark room, he seemed highly curious. I explained that part of the place and he grabbed my arm and pulled me into the corner. Sadly (or perhaps for the best) we didn't do anything but talk back there.

I got his number, and after he said he had to leave, I asked if he wanted me to walk him to the front. (We were all the way in the back of the large nightclub) He said yes and at the door I kissed him just to the side of his mouth.

He told me that I should call him to see about us seeing each other on Wednesday night.

I'm trying not to get too giddy about this, but holyhell that's fucking awesome.

Labels: , , , , ,


Posted at 1:15 PM.
3 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Monday, March 17, 2008

Ugly mug back online

 

The webmaster photo gallery is back online. It's missing the recent MySpace-like shots, but one of those is on the about.html page anyway, so it's good for now. That page is also where it's perma-linked, btw.

I should take a few new ones since it's been a year now since I have had some posted. But considering we now have those KIDS Fundcast episodes I post with me in them, I wonder exactly what would be the point.

Labels:


Posted at 12:23 AM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I'm an idiot.

 

I passed up sex *AGAIN!*

This time it wasn't because the guy was uber aggressive. (Seriously, that guy at the Crystal Method show was aiming to drill for oil, or reach China, I'm sure that night.)

No, I was at Heretic and this visitor from Seattle was there. In the city only for a short while, he was checking out the local scene. Always a good thing. And he was very nice, we hung out for maybe a half hour talking on the patio. But I just didn't go after it, even though he was moderately attractive. Prolly mid-thirties, goateed, and not so large in either height or weight. It certainly would have likely been agreeable to see where it went. But I ducked out pretty early on.

Why? Why did I do that?

I mean, I guess I know why. It'd have most certainly been a wham, bam, thank you local boy. But isn't that something I could probably use to get back in the saddle so to speak?

Arughgugh! This is what happens when you fly solo so often. I need a wing man, SRSLY.

Labels: , ,


Posted at 4:01 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

7 years. 7 long years.

 

On this, pixiesticks.org's 7 Year Anniversary, I want to thank all of you who have started coming out of the woodwork. All the emails. All the answers to the polls. To the comments on the tag-board, or on posts. All the donations, either of content or money.

This site is now, seven years after it started as something so very small, so successful I have decided to split it in two parts. And what's even better, you won't necessarily have to change anything about the way you view or have come to appreciate this site.

A few weeks ago, I purchased shotalicious.org and started building the framework. It has slightly better hosting than pixiesticks.org and I want it to be where all the shit goes down when it comes to the yaoi and shota content. It will be run as a separate site, but truly it's going to be tightly held together with this one.

It will feature increased amounts of shota vs yaoi. Seven years ago when yaoi was first really starting to make an impact, it was where the action was at. Now, shota is in that same position. I want shota panels at anime conventions. Hell, I want a shota convention in the United States! It's the only way we can ensure that the government doesn't start taking away what we love piece by piece my friends.

The new site will feature an image blog much like the one that used to be over on the yaoi page here. But in addition, there will be the glorious return of video clips. Hopefully the bandwidth will work out. But that is part of the beauty of this. If shotalicious does ever go down, pixiesticks will not. There is also a message board over on the new site which I think is in alot of ways better than the tag-board that will remain here.

As for pixiesticks? Well, it will continue to move forward too. The blog will keep containing news postings I think are interesting as well as personal stuff about myself. The works page, which took a hit when the site went down in December, will be renewed with vigor. Especially as I get done editing "Later, Skater" and it draws nearer to publishing. And, of course, the movie review page will be there too.

I know many people will be thinking, why are you totally screwing with things again so soon after you lost your webhosting back in December? But you have to look at it from my perspective: I want to be able to be as good as I was the day before that happened. And then, I also want to be better. I decided the only way that could happen was to separate the "in danger of getting deleted content" from the rest so I don't get totally heartbroken when the inevitable happens.

For seven years I've staked my claim on the Internet at pixiesticks.org.
Now, I'm doing it also at shotalicious.org. And trust me when I say, over there, I'm severely going to be marking my territory.

Thanks for 7 years.

With much love,
PIXIE

Labels: , , , , , ,


Posted at 12:45 AM.
4 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Monday, March 10, 2008

New KIDS Fundcast video up with Pixie in bondage. Oh my!

 


Episode 5: Hunches in Bunches
Uploaded by hsxkidsfund

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 10:55 PM.
4 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Thursday, March 06, 2008

A thankful webmaster and words about March 11th.

 

I thank the anonymous person who recently made a money donation to the site. It's always quite helpful to have some extra coin in the coffers. Especially when something something is happening in only FIVE days that is going to bring this whole thing to a new level.

Oh you don't know what I'm talking about.

Well chew on this, suckas!

On March 11th, 2008, this website will turn 7 years old. A website that now brings in over 50,000 unique individuals a month. A website that, before it was taken down in December, had likely one of the largest permanent vaults of yaoi and shota on the internet. A website that fought back, tooth and nail to not only return but thrive once again.

A website that in just FIVE days, if you follow the signs, will have a little brother of its very own to play with.

Play the game.
Get the code.
Find the site.
Love shota.
Live shota.

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 12:28 PM.
5 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I'm worth $1,015 an hour in bed.

 

Or at least that's what this site told me. (You may get errors, clicking back and trying again usually solves the problem.)

Labels: , ,


Posted at 1:39 AM.
12 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Friday, February 29, 2008

Wait? It's not March yet?

 

Happy Leap Day everyone!

Lots of things going on at pixiesticks.org right now, and I wanna give you the latest in the Pico Love Letter plot as well as tell you some of what is planned for March. So listen up!

Today I just posted some yaoi over on the yaoi page. 26 images. Some are shota, granted. And some were sent in by Penny. They're the really unusual horror based ones. They're disturbing AND delightful!

Tomorrow I'm going to take down the secret stash and I won't be having one in March. While I know that's kind of a bummer, trust me, I'll be needing the bandwidth for other things.

Besides, you all will be busy trying to figure out what is revealed through Pico's game which he sent me today. Apparently that's what his love letters were trying to tell us. Now that I got a yaoi post up, I'll work on coding the game and putting it up on the site. I expect that to be done later today (Friday) or early tomorrow (Saturday.) It looks like it'll be lots of fun. Especially for those who do like trying to figure out the secret stash passwords.

As for March 11th. Well, as you know, that will mark the 7th Anniversary of pixiesticks.org. Not a very easy feat on the internet to reach that mark. Especially for a personal website! I was hoping we'd have a big party, all get together, and have a shota pop out of a cake or something. But I'm fairly sure that's illegal in like most countries.

So the idea of a Pixie-Con is going to have to be out this year.

What I DO have in store for you I think though will be just as cool, so I hope that you stick with the "plot," keep looking for clues, and have fun with it.

Well, guess I better get back to working on all of these things. Remember if you want to donate any yaoi/shota you can email me at pixiesticks@gmail.com. And if you wanna donate any cash, there is a great link for that to your left. You can email me too with any questions or whatever. Take care!

Labels: , , , , ,


Posted at 12:00 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Get Busy Child

 

The Crystal Method roared into WETbar's DJ booth and took the mostly rolling and mixed-sexual orientation crowd by storm. With a hard trance ferocity, they rocked their set without giving the people gathered much time to collect their breath. While they only played 3 of their own songs (that I could recognize through the heavy layering and improved remixing), I don't think anyone went home disappointed.

Well, except one guy that I was with.

He is older, has shoulder length long hair, and is best described as looking like a rock musician -- except he actually installs audio/visual equipment for business and residence.

I'd seen him a long time ago at Heretic, but he'd been going mostly to Blake's and WETbar lately and they had been treating him quite well after he installed some new equipment for them.

So this got us into VIP which as I think I've stated before really isn't all that amazing. But I guess it's just the allure of something the great unwashed can't get into that makes it all so much better, right?

So anyway, this guy, he's hot, handsome, really into me. Too much into me, actually and that becomes off putting. I let him know rather quickly that his aggressiveness is too much for me. I try to go more on the attack with little success. And though I had a moderately good time making out with him and bumping uglies on the dance floor to what should be Barack Obama's theme song for the younger set (Keep Hope Alive), I just couldn't go home with him.

I turned him down.

Maybe in the end that my way of finally overpowering an extremely dominate seme. But I started to think about how it wasn't going to work out anyway. While I can please some as uke, I'm not especially good at the role in the bed. While it's always great to do things out your ordinary comfort zone, I didn't think it would lead to anything really all that pleasant. At least not for me.

And you know NOT going home with him STILL was quite unpleasant as WETbar and Blake's shuttle stopped running after I was to be the only one needing to ride it back to my car. They actually told me to get back off the bus, they were shutting it down. I complained. I knocked on the closed WETbar door and complained some more to the bartender who opened it. And after walking the 8 blocks back to my car at 3:30 in the morning, after driving back home, I pulled up their website to complain to them some more. They're the assholes that should have been fucked last night.

It seriously makes me reconsider going to see Hybrid in 2 weeks and Deep Dish in 4.
VIP... ha! The Heretic wouldn't have treated me that way.

Labels: , , , , , , , ,


Posted at 2:51 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Weekends of Reruns

 

Last weekend, it was Sherwin. A boy who was one of the last ones I've dated locally. He came on kinda strong but didn't seem to want to take it any further. And he ignored my calls this past week to see if we could get together. After all, if we're both lonesome, and we know what we're good at... It's too bad he seems to have been playing Useless Ukes Games™.

This weekend, it was Ashley. Well, okay, no he didn't come on strong and we didn't do anything! But seeing my most important ex always has the ability to made me either quite delighted or absolutely miserable depending really on how I'm feeling at the time.

Oh, and there was also Raver J. Well he IS always the hottest thing ever. And quite easily accessible a majority of the time. Just as long as he hasn't got his glowing lights set on someone else before you get a chance. We had a very good time Friday night and I was reminded that I *DO* know what I'm doing with a boy when I finally get around to it.

So that's how things have been going there.

The writer's strike may be over in Hollywood, but I'm still seeing quite a few reruns if you know what I mean. Not that that is such a terrible thing. I mean if the boy is good, why not give it another look-see?

Labels: , , , , , ,


Posted at 1:23 PM.
1 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Thursday, February 14, 2008

More news quickies

 

*** Another school shooting. Many injured. Some dead including shooter. The cycle never ends.

*** This weekend Colin and Elf are going to Tenn. to explore some stuff. Hopefully not their sexuality. Oh noes! Nah, it's cool. Colin is straight and Elf still has boy parts much to everyone's dismay. Still, besides all of that, what the heck am I going to do this weekend? I'm going to be so bored!

*** Possibly related: Valentine's Day sucks.

*** Work has been extremely busy this week and even more so today. So many effin' deliveries, so little time.

*** Since I had some cash, I signed up for a year of Neopets Premium. It's groovy. I had it a long time ago (thanks Steph!) and I'm very happy to have it back. If you play on Neopets and want a Premium invite neomail me at vyddendarkblade!

Labels: , , , , , , ,


Posted at 10:47 PM.
0 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Monday, February 11, 2008

Pixiesticks.org webmaster shows off for KIDS Fundcast.

 


Episode 3 - Closer Than You Think
by hsxkidsfund


For more on the HSX KIDS Fundcast please visit their blog here.

Labels: , , , , , , ,


Posted at 5:48 PM.
1 comments
Email?... Permalink?

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Not that Super, really.

 

I started getting sick on Monday night after visiting Colin. That eventually brought back my bronchitus. Because you know I failed my first attempt at quitting smoking a few days before Christmas. I'm supposed to quit again on Valentine's Day. I figured maybe cupid will have better luck finding me someone, if I cut out the habit.

This weekend was one of those weekends where you go through the motions and you think maybe you're having fun, but when Sunday rolls around, you've realized that you haven't really had much fun. And worse, you've probably wasted money in the process.

I'm supposed to be at work right now. I was scheduled a rare noon to 4 shift, likely due to the Superbowl. But that doesn't make much sense to me. The game is at like 6 something. I'm not there anyway. I'm sick.

Sick of more than just inflamed lungs to be sure.

Labels: , , ,


Posted at 12:10 PM.
1 comments